Friday, October 06, 2006

Friday, March 17, 2006

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i am really going crazy i think tis is the worse week ever.. my heart is pacing fast... n wad trigger tt off... actually i dono.. kinda sick man!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

One sweet day

Yesterday
Had a reallie good dream on sun nite.. woke up feeling great.. while i was out with the two Js my younger sis called.. guess wad?
Babe drop her first tooth.. n i managed to keep it.. thank god she din swallow it down!.. n babe knows how to "shake hand" ler! haha... i'm just so in love with her.. she is e cutest thing on earth...
Today
One sweet day.. :)
period.

Am so looking forward to thurs.. n nx week n e nx nx week blah blah ... sch term ending soon.. yippie v soon i shall take one step closer to where i wanna be!

Monday, March 06, 2006

Ok

i need to admit.. YES I AM JEALOUS! n its really killing me!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhh
i am crazy .. hw am i gonna slp tonite????????????

ok i shall concentrate on the upcoming RETAIL THERAPY n stop thinking of these nonsense..
n stop being an ass.. a redundant ass...

freaking....

feeling damn wad nw... ever felt tis way like u left ur precious hse den a couple of mths later some one move into the hse n tt some one is some one u don like.. tt is wad i am feeling nw minus e house thingy the circumstance is some wad alike.. guess is really time to leave e past alone n start afresh ... afterall i haf ald "left the hse" i am in no position to do or say or even feel anything.. y am i so sentimental.. even to stuff tt is nt worth it.. as in i deserve better.. y am i still dwelling on "tt hse" ? really hate myself some times.. guess "tt hse" really gave me a lot of good memories n changed alot of my life... i hate pple who like "second hand goods" especially is i used before de ... some more is some one i don like .. duh.. not forgeting tt some one buy the "goods" becos she noes i once hav it..ARGHH COPYCATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS all over again.. pissed lah pissed..............
i swear tt i am gonna find a new "hse" tt she will be so envious till she wanna die !

Friday, February 24, 2006

Yesterday n today...

really enjoyed myself ytd.. met up wif jy with my bf.. BUT half way thru dad called n drop me a damn huge bomb shell tt really disturbed me alot n enough to spoil my mood for the whole evening tho its simply stuff like slacking at starbucks dinner at NYDC n pool but e conversations we had we certaintly worth remembering.. anyway.. hooked on some new ideas n ambitions.. guess everything happens for a reason.. today is a sickening day cos to begin with i only sleep for an hr n i am really shag.. practically half slp n awake all the time tt is really terrible.. cant settle the appeal stuff by today cos planning to submit on mon.. grad proj synopsis due on 4th march.. my thoughts eating me away.. den numerous issues happened n kinda jus add on to the already tense atmosphere..n most importantly HOT DAY! grrrrrrrrr.... weird day.. argh really v tired feel like slping.. nwadaes like to slp alot.. haha cos i love to dream..definitely gonna turn in real early tml.. finally its week end!!! time to start on the synopsis!